Dissapointed... History Has Repeated Itself....

Dammit!!! I can't seem to get my life rite... everytime i predict something bad tht'll happen.. it happens... Also, everytime something good happens... something bad will always follow...
And it wasn't any different this time...

I happened to score a hat trick on failing my o levels combined humanities... like WTF!!!
After all that effort i've put in... all i get's a goddamn D7... I'd fuckin bite the marker's head off if i ever knew who the fella was...

Now i gotta worry about balancing my FYP and this... Life isn't fair... It never was..and never will be... I learned that the hard way... but then again.. a good friend told me, there never was an easy way...

I've already submitted for an appeal... and will apply for a re-take too if it doesn work out.

Now... i guess this is the typical cliche moment when us soka members or believers of Nichiren Daishonin's buddhism start to really...and i mean really... pray... or start doing sincere constant daimoku... My faith isn't that strong.. but i will chant... i swear it...

i've to be grateful to all those who've been cheering me up ever since this shit happened...
Namefully,RQ Peeps, Comedy Improv peeps, all others...and especially... my mom... without your guidance...I'd still be at a loss rite now... thank you for ur encouragement...Love u mom....

I remember a story abt a 20 dollar bill being crushed... stepped on.. and yet people still want the 20 dollar bill... because the 20 dollar bill has not dropped in value despite all thts happened..
And so.. just like me... even if i'm in shit situations, or have been super depressed... i'm still not worthless... i'll just pick myself up again.. and move on... Boku,Akiramenai desu!

Skool Holis have begun...
9 weeks..

OMGWTFBBQ....